fifilein

I wanted to do this quite a long time ago, and now I did: I removed lots of my deviations. Why? First of all, because they sucked and didn't represent what I can do (believe me, I am much more better at drawing, than the crap in my gallery. Just the format of all those paintings is too huge to scan and photos always look horrible). Second of all, because I couldn't identify with them anymore. They are not me. They are a different person, but not me. I have no idea, why I painted it, but yeah, it is not me and so they are gone. All the stuff that is in my gallery now, this is me. Also not my best stuff, but at least I can identify with it :)

I just realized that I always write a journal entry when I have to go back to university, but never during my holidays :) well, here it is. My holidays started about a month ago and so I still have another two months of free time and I am sooooo glad about that, because the last two weeks at university were pretty exhausting. But yeah, after that I completly designed my room new. Now it is in vibrant red and grey and it looks awesome O.O I really love it and I am soooo happy with it. At the moment I feel quite creative, but I just don't feel like sitting down and drawing something XD though, actually, now I would feel like drawing. this mea

well, tomorrow is the last day at home and i just dont feel like going back to university o.O i am slightly pissed off by simply everything at university at the moment o.O and i still have to do sooo much stuff. and i feel always so lonely at university and yeah, this sucks sooo much. ok, life sucks generally, but thats me. i always need this, that i am a little bit depressed. when i am a little bit depressed i am much more creative ;)